世界上,
最深的愛,
是無言...
因為兩人的心,
是如此的靠近對方,
彼此相吸相知...
不用言語.
橘色代表想念;
藍色代表憂慮;
黑色代表忘記;
紅色代表愛意.
喜歡一個人,
就應該讓他知道!!
你知不知道,
我好愛你!!
愛情的價值,
不在於值不值得,
而是自己要不要!!
愛與不愛, 都需要勇氣
毫不保留地付出,
並不是為了對方,
而是不虧待自己...
If I could
I'd protect you from the sadness in your eyes
Give you courage in a world of compromise
Yes, I would
If I could
I would teach you all the things I've never learned
And I'd help you cross the bridges that I've burned
Yes, I would
If I could I would try to shield your innocence from time
But the part of life I gave you isn't mine
I've watched you grow
So I could let you go
If I could
I would help you make it through the hungry years
But I know that I can never cry your tears
But I would
If I could
If I live
In a time and place where you don't want to be
You don't have to walk along this road with me
My yesterday
Won't have to be your way
If I knew
I'd have tried to change the world I brought to you to
And there isn't very much that I can do
But I would
If I could
If I could
I would try to shield your innocence from time
But the part of life I gave you isn't mine
I've watched you grow
So I could let you go
If I could
I would help you make it through the hungry years
But I know that I can never cry your tears
But I would
If I could
Yes I would
Yes I would
If I could
找一個「懂」你的人
要找到真愛,便要找一個懂你的人。
這個人也許並不是十全十美,但因為他懂你;
你就認為他是十全十美的,就是這麼一個「懂」字。
懂是什麼?
當你遇到挫折時,他不說一句損你尊嚴的話
當你意氣用事時,他絕不遷就,而會娓娓解說事理?你聽
當你心情不好時,他絕不和你一般見事,而大吵大鬧
當你遠隔千里,難得見面時,他也會深信你
當你愉快時,他也愉快而且會告訴你
當你煩惱時,他也煩惱但不會輕易告訴你
「懂」,是需要多少的了解、多少的體諒、多少愛心
要找一個懂你的人,也許很難,但要有信心
找一個懂你的人,也許期許自己做一個懂他的人
聰明的人,喜歡猜心 ; 雖然每次都猜對了,卻失去了自己的心
傻氣的人,喜歡給心 ; 雖然每次都被笑了,卻得到了別人的心
我要控制我自己
不會讓誰看見我哭泣
裝作漠不關心你
不願想起你
怪自己沒有勇氣
心痛得無法呼吸
找不到你留下的痕跡
眼睜睜的看見你
卻無能為力
任你消失在世界的盡頭
找不到堅強的理由
再也感覺不到你的溫柔
告訴我星空在那頭
那裡是否有盡頭
心痛得無法呼吸
找不到昨天留下的痕跡
眼睜睜的看見你
卻無能為力
任你消失在世界的盡頭
找不到堅強的理由
再也感覺不到你的溫柔
告訴我星空在那頭
那裡是否有盡頭
就向流星許個心願
讓你知道我愛你
Starz...
從前,一個人的時候,
我並不感覺到寂寞;
直到愛上你以後,
每當無法即時擁抱你的那一刻,
我才深深地了解什麼叫做孤獨...
Lost sleep again... Cry thru out the nite... Dun ask me y, I dun even noe e reason myself. Just feel like cryin... Want to cry out all my stress...
Just suddenly feel like cryin and just cry out my tears... My eyes are dry...
I need to cry my tears away...
Tryin hard to hold back my tears and not to cry, it'll only make me wanna
cry even more...
I noe I alwats cry in front of u and I noe u dun like it... I'm sorry... I just cant control my tears...
Mood swing... I want to go home... I miss home... I miss my doggy,kpo...
I miss everything... I MISS U!!!
Everytime I see u, my eye will be wet... I become weak in front of u...
I cannot hide my feelings... U can see thru by one glance.
I need ur shoulder... Can I rest my head on it? I need ur arms... Can hug
me to sleep? I need ur hands... Can hold me to prevent me from fallin?
I need ur lips... Can u kiss me one more time? I need u... Can u stand by
my side?
I dun want to lose all of them... *Sobz*
能給我幸福的人... 我知道世上只有你... I Love U.
12pm noon... I didnt sleep for thoe whole nite... I dun even feel any tired in me, I still awake... I dunnoe y...
I just cant fall sleep... Always wake up in e middle of e nite for nth... really nth... just wake up so sudden... NTH!
Sometimes really want to make myself really tired then just sleep thru out e nite w/o wakin up in e middle... I dun like e feelin tat always wake up in e nite...
I feel so useless... hopeless... silly... foolish... I cant do anything... I'm just a stoopid ger!!
Everything also dunnoe how to say... everything also dunnoe how to do... wat can I do?!?! Stoopid!!
Homework also not gd at it... Relationship also dunnoe how to handle... Wat else can I do?!?!
Only two words... Silly + Stoopid...
Tonite SSSM held a small gathering at my hostel, screenin SG movies... We show 3 different types of movies. 1st one is "Tak Gui", this show is abt a few teenagers tryin to find a soccer field in singapore to play soccer. 2nd one is "15", this movie is abt a few ah bengs friendship and is base on true story. The last one is "One More Chance", this show is showin abt ex-prisoners released from prison and tryin to find job, but sometimes fail it. Cos ppl look down on these kind of ppl... Actually all the 3 movies I watch b4, but I still find them meaningful... Esp. One More Chance...
There is a qoute in this movie... 法官判我們十年, 你們判我們死刑...
P.S.黃絲帶, 給前入獄著再一次的機會... Support Yellow Ribbon~!!
<<惜別>>
為何不回頭再望一眼
為何不輕輕揮你的手
你就這樣離我而遠去
留下一份淡淡的離愁
為何不回頭再看看我
我想再輕輕握你的手
向你訴說你可不要走
願你再能那樣愛我
問你到底這是誰錯
相愛何必又要分手
無奈何輕輕一聲
但願你可不要忘了我
Yesh!! Yesh!! My fav. movie series~!!~ Tha Fast and The Furious~!!
Here come's part 3... The Fast and The Furious 3: Toyko Drift.
Showin date: 15th June 06 (Worldwide, Singapore too~~ )
Car involved (all modi): Mistubishi Lancer EVO IX,
Mistubishi Lancer EVO VIII, Nissan FairLady 350Z, Nissan Skyline,
Nissan Silvia S15, Mazda RX-7...etc
Offical Movie Website: http://www.thefastandthefurious.com/main.html
Website for Trailer: http://playlist.yahoo.com/makeplaylist.dll?id=1417821&sdm=web&qtw=640&qth=400
Story line:
Sean Boswell (Black) is an outsider who attempts to define himself as a
hot-jeaded, underdog street racer. Although racing provides a temporary escape from an unhappy home and the superficial world around him,
it has also made Sean sunpopular with the local authorities. To avoid jail time, Sean is sent to live with his gruff, estranged father, a career
military-man stationed in Tokyo.
Now officially a gaijin (outsider), Sean feels even more shut out in a land of foreign customs and codes of honor. But it doesn’t take long for him to find some action when a fellow American buddy, Twinkie (Bow Wow),
introduces him to the underground world of drift racing. Sean’s simple
grad racing gets replaced by a rubber-burning, automotive art from-with
an exhilarating course of hairpin turns and switchbacks.
On his first time out drifting, Sean unknowingly takes on D.K., the “Drift King,” a local champ with ties to the Japanese crime machine Yakuza.
Sean’s loss comes at a high price tag when he’s forced to work off the debt under the thumb of ex-pat, Han (Kang). Han soon welcomes Sean into this family of misfits and introduces him to the real principles of drifting. But when Sean falls for D.K.’s girlfriend, Neela (newcomer Kelley), and
explosive series of events is set into motion, climaxing with an ultimate
high stakes face off.
I can't wait to watch it~!!~ I love this kind of movie alot...
BozZZzz.. BoomMmzz... Speed~~ Speed~~
But Singapore cannot leh... Ahbo try OG lo. If u dare ba... wahahaz
But think PG is better than OG ba... -_-"
The Fast and The Furious 3: Tokyo Drift
Lancer Evo IX (Red) and Fairlady 350Z (Grey) waitin to film...
你還愛我嗎
一直好想問你這句話
卻又怕聽到你真實的回答
你還愛我嗎
我心裡還惦記著你
這是我唯一的牽挂
不管你會有什麼回答
我會一直等你
我知道自己在你心裡可能已不重要
雖然我們曾經相聚過
也許對于你來說
已經沒有什麼值得回憶
難道早以注定
不能真正擁有你
我知道你不敢對我坦白
是不要看到我的傷懷
雖然你沒有說要離開我
我已經感到你不再屬于我
如果你還愛我
你不會對我如此的冷漠
又怎會讓我在漫漫長夜獨自徘徊
Yah... It snowed again this morning... Around 10.30am ba... ZJ called me and tell me it is snowin~ But the snow is not tat big... Before the snow touched the ground, it melts...
Although I love snowin... But today I feel abit... Lonely? Moody? I cannot tell the feelin I felt now... It's like... A weird feeling... A feelin tat I hate it, I think nobody likes it too.
I 4got since when... I use to cry when I feel stress, when I feel sad, when I feel lonely, when I'm happy... Tryin hard to hold back my tears & not to cry, it'll only make me wanna cry even more... Sometimes tears are sweet, sometimes are salty... But now, I noe my tears are salty...
I'm a typical Taurus, stubborn... Stoopid... Silly... Toot...
I dunnoe wat to say in this post...
It keeps raining from the begining of this mth... The rain makes my mood up and down...
There is so many things that happened around me...
Flood with sch course work... My fren left me... My sis bad mood... My frens bad mood... My dear bad mood...
Y this mth so many things happen? Y so many ppl bad mood?
Haiz... I want to noe the reason...
April is comin... And of cos I feel happy and excited. Cos I gonna go back to singapore again for holiday break cum study for exam.
April is my fav. mth... Y? Cos my bday falls on April... And I celebrate it with my family, all my frens and my dear when ever I free...
But this yr... I dun think I can celebrate it on the actual day, cos I got to come back UK for exam...
But I still will celebrate it~ This yr will be an early bday celebration for me~
I noe my bday is comin and I'm going to go back...
But my mood still up and down... Haiz
Mood swing nowadays...
Keep wakin up in the middle of the nite... Arg~!!
Keep havin nite mare... ={
Hope things will be fine soon... If not I'm gonna collapes sooner or later...
Last time I nearly got depression... Haiz...
Work... Stress... Uni... Stress... Personaly things... Stress... then equals to Depression.
But heng I nv gonna... Hope this time I also wont gonna...
猶豫不決 是你的臉孔
模糊不清 是我的心痛
請你別只是望著窗口
什麼都不說
曾經你要我付出所有
現在你卻說只要自由
所有的對為何變成錯
傷心的我只想問
什麼樣的愛 你才懂
什麼樣的我 才能讓你感動
我的愛難道還不夠
不夠讓你 沉醉到永久
什麼樣的愛 你才懂
什麼樣的我 才能圓你的夢
再也不會有人像我
像我痴心愛你不回頭
我會好好的花還香香的
時間一直去回憶真美麗
我是想著你一直想著你
你在我心底變成了秘密
不要說你愛我你想我
如果你的心裡沒有這麼做
只是勉強的敷衍我
我知道了會很難受
我要你默默走不回頭
我會清楚明白你要的是什麼
無須勉強的安慰我
說奇怪的理由
到現在還是深深的
深深的愛著你
是愛情的友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福
我知道它苦苦的
到現在還是深深的
深深的愛著你
是愛情的友情的都可以
那是我心中的幸福
我知道它苦苦的
要給你遠方的祝福
我知道它苦苦的
This is a song tat my fren send me thru e-mail...
I can't believe it...
Cos my fren is no longer here anymore...
I dunnoe how could he still chat with me and e-mail me...
I dunnoe is there anyone who just use his account and do all these...
I dunnoe... I really dunnoe...
But this is a nice song... Thx again my fren, Jo.
Let those things happened to me be a Miracle Memories ba...
Beginin of snowing... Damn big snow lo...
Outside my hall.. Tat use to be grass lo... Now is covered with snow~
See... So nice~ Grass all cover with snow~!!
Outside the road...
Wow~ See all the grass...
Nice nice~
See my head~ It's snow~~
Jovn~
My boots...
My foot print in the snow..
Park outside my hall... So nice rite?
1st step of makin Mr Snow-Man~
(Roll the snow ball on the ground to make it bigger and bigger~)
Daniel rollin snow ball...
Oops... Daniel becareful ur head!~
Alamak Alec... How can u bully Uncle Dan Dan... -__-"
In process of makin Snow-Rabbit with Ivan~
Snow-Rabbit had born~~
Yeow Ling's baby rabbit...
Alec~~ How can u eat tat cute cute rabbit~
Snow-Rabbit acc Mr Snow-Man~
Other pic of Mr Snow-Man~
Group pic 1 with Mr Snow-Man~
Group pic 2 with Mr Snow-Man~
Group pic 3 with Mr Snow-Man~
Snow WAR had Began~!!
(See Yeow Ling throw the snow ball... wow~ the pose is so nice sia.. =X)
See wat's inside my ear??? It's Snow!!!
(Idoit Zheng Jie who did tat to me!!)
Oops... wat a sexy backside sia... (Yeow Ling)
Daniel... Song bo~~
Wahahaz... see Daniel's face... =X
Oops... Head shoot... *Bang*
Eh... Did I see a dog?? (Daniel...)
Here comes another dog... -__-" (Jovn...)
Wat is e snow doin on my head!!!
Again!! (U guyz gd... always make me look like Ice Kachang)
Wahahaz... When Yeow Ling become so old suddenly? =P
Wahahaz... After Snow WAR~
Nice one u ppl... *Haiz*
This is wat I get after 3rd time Snow WAR!! Ice Kacang!!!
Yeah~! It snowed again~!!~ I was takin my nap and Alec called and tell me it snow again~!!~ When I heard tat, I really jump off from my bed u noe... I look out from the window~ Wah~! Damn nice lo... at 1st is very small... then after a few sec later, it become bigger and more windy~!!~ Today's snow is really thick... think got abt 2cm ba... And of cos... I nv 4get to inform my frens... Jovn & Daniel~!~ Then after a sec, we decided to play snow war again~!!~
This time's snow war is more fun than last nite one... cos today we play it while it is still day time and involve more ppl too~ Today got... Sebaz, Clarence, Brian, Vincent, Kuan Ching, Sam, Alec, Daniel, Yeow Ling, Zi Wei, Ivan, Zheng Jie, Clifford, Mei Xuan, Wei Min, Yu Hui, Jovn and Me of cos~!!~ Wah seh... today got 18 ppl~!!~ Shock sia...
At 1st me and Jovn played at our hall's car park... Then we decided to meet up with Daniel tat GP group... We went to GP and play snow war with them, then suddenly Alec say they on e way down. Wow~ It's like more and more ppl playin~!!~ Today it start with a small snow war... then becomes big WAR~! ={
Snow all over the place... ppl's face... ppl's back... etc And of cos nv 4got to make snow-man~!!~ We end up play snow war at a huge car park all covered with snow~!~! And we start to make Mr Snow-Man...
Here are the steps to make a Snow-Man...
1. Gather more and more snow as possible...
2. Roll the small ball on e ground to make it bigger and bigger...
3. Place e 2 small ball together... One on e top and one at e bottom...
4. Make hand to it by tree sticks, eyes by leaves, mouth by sticks....
5. Make a Snow-Rabbit to acc Mr Snow-Man...
6. And dun 4get his hat~!!~
7. Gather around "him" and take pic~!!~ Yeah~ It's done~!!~
I found out something from the snow war...
1. U ppl really like to hit me alot~!!
2. Head-shot me by... Stoopid Idoit Ice BALL!!! *Ouch* And also make me eat alot of ice... so saltly... Yuckz *Pui*
3. My hand kanna hit twice by Snow Ball by Ivan!! *Paint*
4. Cannot sit or lie on e ground... (If not u'll be e next target. eg. Zheng Jie & Daniel)
5. Must be alert to see who is aimin at u... If not u'll kanna heat-shot...
6. Must remember to wear gloves... *freezin cold*
7. Must also remember to wear turtle neck... So tat ppl'll fail to put snow into ur back~ Yeah~!!~
Wahahahz.... After today's snow war, everyone is like... Watery Chicken? =X Everyone is like after shower like tat... Hair all wet... Clothes all wet... Hand all paint and of cos freezin! Cannot bend!! And one sad thing is... Our Mr Snow-Man is kanna deformed to make Super Duper Hard Snow BALL!!! *Ouch* U all mad ah... want to play snow war or kill ppl... -__-"
Everybody is all "injured"....
Head paint ===>> Head-shot.
Hand paint ===>> Busy collectin snow to make snow ball...
Face paint ===>> Kanna at face...
Backside paint ===>> Kanna hit by Idiot Snow BALL, damn hard lo...
Today's snow war last for... abt 4 hrs? wahahaz... all dun want to eat dinner and just play till we were all tired then go for dinner...
Today's Snow WAR Master Mind... Zheng Jie, Alec, Yeow Ling, Sebaz, Clifford
And the victims today... Jovn, Daniel, Wei Min, Mei Xuan and of cos me~!!
Thankz guyz for this wonderful snow WAR~!!~ It ROCKS~!!~
4 Sticks of Rose:
baka jovn's backside pain pain.. all yeowling's fault! baka dan dan never sayang me.. and baka tracy, are u happy today? got ice kacang wor! haha.. ; )
By
Wah seh.. baka alec still want more snow to throw at chu chu jie jie.. and tracy da jie!
By
Hahaha!!! Fun Fun!!!
By
U guyz... dame gd... really gd... Unknown, at
9:51 am, March 04, 2006
Alec Looi, at
12:28 pm, March 04, 2006
Anonymous, at
12:59 pm, March 04, 2006
Make me looks like ice kacang lor~!! and make me looks like watery chichek somemore... wah lao...
But it's really fun~!!~~ Thx u guyz~
這是一個真實的故事,故事名稱我們叫它做一碗湯麵。
這個故事是十五年前的十二月三十一日,也就是除夕夜,發生在日本札幌街上一家「北海亭」的麵館裡。除夕夜吃蕎麵條過年是日本人的傳統習俗,因此到了這一天,麵館的生意特別好,北海亭也不例外,這一天幾乎整天都客滿,不過到晚上十點以後幾乎就沒有客人了,平時到凌晨,街上都還很熱鬧的,這一天大家都早一點趕回家過年,因此街上也很快就安靜下來。
北海亭的老闆是個憨憨傻傻的老實人,老闆娘倒很古道熱腸,待人親切。
除夕夜,最後一個客人走出麵館,老闆娘正打算關店的時候,店門再一次輕輕地被拉開,一個女人帶著兩個小男孩走進來,兩個孩子大約是六歲和十歲左右,穿著全新的一模一樣的運動服,那女人卻穿著過時的格子舊大衣。
「請坐!」聽老闆這麼招呼,那個女人怯怯的說:「可不可以……來一碗……湯麵?」
背後的兩個孩子不安地對望了一眼。
「當然……當然可以,請這邊坐!」
老闆娘帶著他們走到最靠邊的二號桌子,然後向廚臺那邊大聲喊著:「一碗湯麵!」一人份只有一團麵,老板多丟了半團麵,煮了滿滿一大碗,老闆娘和客人都不知道。母子三人圍著一碗湯麵吃得津津有味,一邊吃,一邊悄悄地談著:「好好吃喲!」哥哥說。
「媽,您也吃吃看嘛!」弟弟說著,挾了一根麵條往母親嘴裡送。
不一會兒吃完了,付了一百五十元,母子三人同聲誇讚:「真好吃,謝謝!」並且微微了鞠了一躬,走出麵館。
「謝謝你們!新年快樂!」老闆和老闆娘同時這麼的說。
每天忙著忙著,不知不覺很快地又過了一年。又到了十二月三十一日這一天;迎接新的一年,北海亭的生意仍然非常興旺。比去年除夕夜更忙碌的一天終於結束了,過了十點,老闆娘走向店門前,正想將門拉下的時候,店門又再度輕輕地被拉開,走進來了一位中年婦人另外帶著兩個小孩。老闆娘看到那件過時的格子舊大衣,馬上想起一年前除夕夜最後的客人。
「可以不可以……給我們煮碗……湯麵?」
「當然,當然,請邊坐!」老闆娘一邊帶他們到去年坐過的二號桌子,一邊大聲喊:「一碗湯麵!」
老闆一邊應聲,一邊點上剛剛熄掉的爐火。
「是的!一碗湯麵!」
老闆娘偷偷地在丈夫的耳朵旁說著。
「喂,煮三碗給他們吃好不好?」
「不行,這樣做他們會不好意思的。」
丈夫一邊這麼回答,卻一邊多丟進半團麵條到滾燙的鍋子裡,站在旁邊一直微笑著看著他的妻子說:「你看起來挺呆板的,心地倒還不錯嘛!」
丈夫默默地盛好一大碗香噴噴的麵交給妻子端出去。
母子三人圍著那碗麵,邊吃邊談論著,那些對話也傳到了老闆和老闆娘的耳朵裡。
「好香……好棒……真好吃……!」
「今年還能吃到北海亭的麵,真不錯!」
「明年能夠再來吃,就好了……!」
吃完了付了一百五十元,母子三人又走出了北海亭。
「謝謝!祝你們新年快樂!」
望著這母子三人的背影,老闆夫婦倆反覆談論了些久。
這三年的除夕夜,北海亭的生意仍然非常的好,老闆夫婦彼此忙到甚麼都沒時間講話,但是過了九點半,兩個人開始都有點不安了起來。十點到了,店員們領了紅包也回去了,主人急忙將牆壁上的價目表一張一張往裡翻,把今年夏天漲價的:「湯麵一碗二百元」那張價目表,重新寫上一百五十元。二號桌上面,三十分鐘前老闆娘就先放上一張:「預約席」的卡片。
好像有意等客人都光了才進來似的,十點半的時候,這對母子三人終於又出現了。哥哥穿著國中的制服,弟弟穿著去年哥哥穿過的稍嫌大一點的夾克,兩個孩子都長大很多,母親仍然穿著那件褪了色的格子布舊大衣。
「請進!請進!」老闆娘熱情的招呼著。
望著笑臉相迎的老闆娘,母親戰戰兢地說:「麻煩……麻煩煮兩碗湯麵好不好?」
「好的,請這邊坐!」
老闆娘招待他們坐到二號桌,趕快若無其事的將那「預約席」的卡片藏起來,然後向裡面喊著:「兩碗湯麵!」
「是的!兩碗湯麵!馬上就好了呦!」
老闆一邊應聲,一邊丟進了三團麵進去。
母子三人一邊吃麵,一邊談著話,看起來很高興的樣子。
站在廚臺後面的老闆夫婦也跟著感受他們的喜悅,內心也跟著喜悅起來。
「小淳和哥哥;媽媽今天要謝謝你們兩個人啊!」
「謝謝!」
「為甚麼?」
「是這樣的,你們過世的爸爸所造成八個人受傷的車禍,保險公司不能支付的部份,這幾年來每個月都必需繳五萬元。」
「欸,這個我們知道呀!」哥哥這麼回答。
老闆娘一動也不動的靜靜聽著。
「本來應該繳到明年三月的,但是今天已全數繳完了!」
「哦,媽媽,真的呀?」
「欸,真的。因為哥哥認真的送報,小淳幫忙買菜做飯,使媽媽可以安心工作,公司發給我一份全勤的特別加給,因此今天就將剩下的部份就全部繳完了。」
「媽!哥哥!真是太好了,不過以後請讓小淳繼續做晚飯。我也要繼續送報紙。小淳,加油!」
「謝謝你們弟兄倆,真的謝謝!」
「小淳和我有一個秘密,一直都沒有跟媽媽您說,那是……十一月的一個禮拜天,小淳的學校通知家長要去參觀教學課程,小淳的老師還特別附了一封信,說小淳的一篇文章被選為全北海道的代表,將參加全國的作文比賽。我聽小淳的同學說才知道的,因此;那一天我代表媽去參觀了。」
「真有這回事?後來呢?」
「老師出的題目是『我的志願』,小淳是以一碗湯麵為題寫的作文,還要當眾讀這篇作文。」
「作文是這樣寫的:爸爸車禍了,留下很多債務,為了還債,媽媽從早到晚拚命工作,連我每天早晚認真送報的事,弟弟也全部寫出來了。」
「還有,十二月三十一日晚上,我們母子三人共同吃一碗湯麵,非常好吃……三個人只吃一碗湯麵,麵店的伯伯和伯母竟然向我們道謝,並且祝我們新年快樂!那聲音好像在鼓勵我們要堅強勇敢的活下去,趕緊把爸爸留下的債務還清!」
「因此小淳決定長大以後要開麵館,當日本第一的麵館老闆,也要對每一個客人說加油!祝你幸福!謝謝你!」
一直站在廚臺裡聽他們對話的老闆夫婦突然失去蹤影,原來他們蹲下來,一條毛巾一人抓一頭,拼命擦著不斷湧出來的淚水。
「作文讀完了,老師說:小淳的哥哥今天代表媽媽來了,請上來說幾句話。」
「真的?那麼你怎麼辦?」
「因為太突然了,開始不知說甚麼好。我就說:謝謝大家平時對小淳的關愛,我弟弟每天必須買菜做晚飯,常常會在團體活動中急忙地回家,一定給大家添了許多麻煩,剛剛我弟弟讀一碗湯麵的時候,我曾感到很羞恥,但是看見弟弟挺胸大聲讀完一碗湯麵的時候,感到羞恥的那種心情才是真正的羞恥。」
「這些年來……媽媽只叫一碗湯麵的那種勇氣,我們兄弟絕對不會忘記……我們兄弟?一定會好好努力,好好的照顧母親,今後仍然拜託個位多多關照我弟弟。」
母子三個悄悄地握握手,拍拍肩,比往年都快樂地吃完過年的麵,付了三百元,說聲謝謝!並且鞠了躬走出麵館,望著母子三人的背影,老闆好像做個一年的總結束似地大聲說:「謝謝!新年快樂!」
又過了一年。
北海亭麵館過了晚上九點,二號桌上又放了一塊「預約席」的卡片等待著,但是那母子三人並沒出現。
第二年、第三年、二號桌仍然空著,三個母子都再沒有出現北海亭的生意越來越好,店內全部都改裝過,桌椅都換了新的,只有那張二號桌仍然保留著。
「這究竟是怎麼一回事?」許多客人都覺得奇怪,這樣問。
老闆娘就講述關於一碗湯麵的故事給大家聽,那張舊桌子放在中央,對自己好像也是一種鼓勵,而且說不定那一天那三個客人還會再來,希望仍然用這張桌子來歡迎他們那張二號桌變成了「幸福的桌子」,客人一個個傳開去,有許多學生好奇,為了看那張桌子,專程從老遠的地方跑來吃麵,大家都特別定要坐那桌子又過了很多年十二月三十一日。
北海亭附近的商店主人,到了除夕這天打烊以後,都會帶著家眷集合到北海亭來吃麵,一邊吃,一邊等著聽除夕的鐘聲,然後大家一起到神社去拜拜,這是五六年來的習慣。
這一天過了九點半,先是魚店夫婦端來一大盤生魚片,接著又有人斷斷續續地帶酒菜來,經常都集合了三、四十個人,大家都很熱絡;每個人都知道二號桌的由來,大家嘴裡甚麼都不講,但是心裡卻想著那「除夕的預約席」今年可能又空空地迎接新年了。
有人吃麵,有人喝酒,有人忙進忙出準備菜餚,大家邊吃邊談,生意上的話。連海水浴的事,最近了添了孫子……,無所不談,打成一片,像一家人,過了十點半,門突然再度被輕輕地被拉開。
所有的人都停止談話,視線一起朝向門口望去。
兩個青年穿著筆挺的西裝,手上拿著大衣走進來,大家鬆了一口氣,繼續恢復熱鬧的氣氛,老闆娘正準備說:「抱歉,己經客滿了」拒絕客人的時候,有一個穿和服的女人走進來,站到兩個青年人的中間。
店內所有的客人都屏住呼吸,聽那穿和服的婦人慢慢地說:「麻煩……麻煩……湯麵……?三人份可以嗎?」
老闆娘的臉色馬上就變了,經過了十幾年的歲月,當時年輕母親和兩個小孩的形象,和眼前這三人,她瞬間努力想把畫面重疊在一起,廚臺後的老闆看傻了,手指交互的指著二個人,「你們……你……」地說不出話來。
其中有一個青年望著不知措的老闆娘說:「我們母子三人,曾在十四年前的除夕夜叫了一份湯麵,受到那一碗湯麵的鼓勵,我們母子三人才能堅強的活下去。」
「後來我們搬到滋賀縣的外婆家住,我今年己通過醫師的檢定考試,在京都大學醫院的小兒科實習,明年四月將要來札幌的綜合醫院服務。」
「我們禮貌上先來拜訪這家醫院,順便去父親的墓前祭拜,和曾經想當麵店大老闆但現在在京都銀行就職的弟弟商量,有一個最奢侈的計劃……就是今年除夕,母子三人要來拜訪札幌的北海亭,吃三人份的北海亭湯麵」一邊聽一邊微微點頭的老闆夫婦,眼眶裡溢滿淚水。
坐在門口的菜店老闆,把嘴裡含著的一口麵用力咯一聲整口吞了下去,然後站起來說:「喂、喂、老闆,怎麼啦?準備了十年一直等待這一天來臨,那個除夕十點過後的預約席呢?趕快招待他們啊!快呀!」
老闆娘終於恢復神志,拍了一下菜店老闆的肩膀,說:「歡迎,請……喂!二號桌三碗湯麵」那個傻愣愣的老闆擦了一下眼淚,應聲說:「是的,湯麵三碗!」
從現實的眼光來看,麵店老闆所付出的並不多,但是,即使那只是幾個麵團,和幾聲誠懇帶有勉勵,祝福之意的「謝謝,新年快樂!」卻使正受殘酷現實逼迫陷入困境的生命重獲生機,這個故事給我們一啟示:即是不要忽視自己對這個環境的影響力,也許你那些微真誠的關懷,就會給這個世界帶來無限的光明。因此,我們多麼熱切希望和企望。朋友,不要再吝嗇了,希望今後我們都能願意奉獻自己久藏的愛心,點亮它吧!即使那只是一點點的亮光而已,對寒冷的冬夜而言,卻也是真真實實溫暖和光明。
這個故事在日本發表時,感動了許多日本人,因此有了這麼一個說法:「看了這個故事的人,沒有一個不流淚的。」這個說法稍嫌誇大了些,但是看過這個故事的人的確有許多都為之感動落淚。然而他們流得不是感傷的淚,而是被那一份真誠的關愛,和那一片寬厚的心腸所感動的熱淚。
~* The End*~
[I read this story again and again... I find it meaningful... and of cos, drop a little tears...]
Snow war~!!~ Yesh! It snowed in Manchester again~ Mid-nite of 1st March~ I was doin my homework, then Alec called me and say "It's snowin~!" I hang up the phone and look out from my window~ Wah seh... the snow is quite big lo... and it snowed for around 5 mins. I ran to Jovn's room and tell her it is snowin outside~ And I decided to ask more ppl to play snow war outside my hall's park. Damn nice lo... And 10 of us went to buy ice cream and eat under the snow. wahahaz~ 1st time in my life sia... and can u imagine if ppl put snow at ur back? wahahaz I tell u is damn shock~! But heng they all fail to put at my back. =P We played for around 1 hr++ till we dun even noe it's gonna hit 2 am in e morning~!!~ wow~ wat a nice snow war sia... And ... And... My fav. Quote~ It sounds like Baka Baka~ Dan~ Dan~ Dan~ Dannnnn~~~~ The master mind for all snow war... Aaron, Alec & Zheng Jie.
The victim of the snow war... Jovn, Daniel, Mei Xuan, Wei Min & Me~
Thanks ya... for all the snow on my head and my face... is not snow war lo... is sand war~! *pui*
Here comes the pic... see how enjoyful we were... ^^
Foot Path covered with snow~
My hall entrance... Tat's snow~~
Along the road...
See the car covered with snow~
wahaha... my name on it~ Yeah~!!~
Aaron's mini snowman... height of 10cm? =X
B4 snow war begins...
Group photo~
Here comes snow war b/w Jovn & Daniel~
come come~ Pose~
Missy Jovn... wat r u tryin to do?
Make snow ball or mini snowman again. =P
3 yan daoz sittin and waited to freeze cold~
Along the foot path...
Yeow Ling in e lonely nite...
eh... ppl tryin to throw snow at u, u still can smile so happily... alec...
y always u two take pic one... -___-"
Mr Daneil... how old r are u ah?
Happy sia... 2nd time snow in Manchester~
Here comes Mr Aaron the Bear... wats in ur hand!!!
Wat!! oh my god... u want to kill ppl or wat... wat a big snow ball is tat....
Oh no!! Daniel!~ Aaron~ u want to kill Daniel with ur snow ball???
Zheng Jie with snow ball in his hand... No~ Dun throw at me!!!
Wahahaz... Jovn... no more discount... yes means yes! Aaron smack her~!
My look after whole snow war... Siao Zar Bo~!!
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