I'm sorry for the way I reply or the way I sms u.
I know I sounds disappointed and sad.
But I don't mean anything, just want to apologise.
-
There is no right or wrong when comes to feeling.
And I'm really happy at that point of time, I tho. it'll be real...
I didn't expect you will do that...
I tho. you found out something...
Something that is special b/w you and me.
-
But nvm, I had 2 days of dreams and is a nice dream 4ever. Thx... =)
I might know why you will have that movement at that time,
maybe is the feelings at night or the atmosphere out there...
or many many more...
I'm really wondering...
What were you thinking at that point of time...
-
We both need time, I know that...
No need to rush out for any reason, there is no need reason.
That's why I told you to make your conclusion slowly,
I don't want other things to bother you.
-
All I need to know is that We'll still be the same,
the Best Buddy ever ALL.
That will be good enough for me... Really... You know that...
Cos u always understand me that well and very observent sometimes...
-
If oneday or somehow it happens again,
I think we both know how to react for it, rite? =)
(I don't mind be your scandle or I'm already one... oops... -_-")
Things will come out when it's time comes...
Let things be nature...
We don't know what will be happening in the future,
we just pray that it will have a happy ending,
if it really works out. Hehe...
-
Meantime I'll hide it again I guess... =P
Thanks My BeLoved Dear Friend...
在對的時間愛上對的人,是幸福
在對的時間愛上錯的人,是辛苦
在錯的時間愛上對的人,是無奈
在錯的時間愛上錯的人,是無解
那我在這樣的時間愛上你,是幸福還是辛苦, 我不知道...
若我在這樣的時間遇見你,是無奈還是無解, 我不知道...
我只知道我很無助...
Today just went for ice skating~ It's outdoor one!!~ And is in the weather of 9 degree C~!!~ Wat a nice atmosphere to skate... SG cannot find one leh... =P But the skating rink is not tat gd which compared to SG Jurong one. But overall we all did enjoy ourselves ALOT~!!~ The feeling of indoor and outdoor skating is very different~ Oh Yeah~!!~ I love outdoor skating!~
Outdoor Ice Skating...
找一個 [懂] 你的人
要找到真愛,便要找到一個懂你的人。
這個人也許並不是十全十美,但因為他懂你。
你就認為他是十全十美的,就是這麼一個 [懂] 字。
懂是什麼?
當你遇到挫折時,他不說一句損你尊嚴的話。
當你意氣用事時,他絕不遷就,而會娓娓解釋說事理給你聽。
當你心情不好時,他絕不和你一般見事,而大吵大鬧。
當你遠隔千里,難得見面時,他也深信你。
當你愉快時,他也愉快而且會告訴你。
當你煩惱時,他也煩腦但不會輕易告訴你。
[懂] ,是需要多少的了解、多少的體諒、多少的愛心
要找一個懂你的人,也許很難,但要有信心。
找一個懂你的人,也期許自己做一個懂他的人。
夜裡傳來雨的聲音
輕輕撥動心的旋律
情不自禁想起你
那些甜蜜的回憶
總是不小心就淋濕了我的眼睛
永遠朋友的關係
任你自由的來去
從此想念你只能放在我心裡
你愛我嗎
一直好想問你這句話
卻又怕聽到你真實的回答
在這冷冷的夜裡
你愛我嗎
人生無常
有可能一下子貧窮
有可能一下次富裕
有可能會一夜發財
有可能會一夜潦倒
有可能偶然成功
有可能突然失敗
有可能下一秒死掉
有可能長命又百歲
人生總是說起來不一定
SHIT!!! I cannot fall sleep!!! WTF!!! ARG~!!~ Not again... Pls... I dun like this feeling, lonely nite + cannot fall sleep... Haiz...
Just read my fren's blog entry... Wat happen to this world now!!! r/s keep broken... Y??? I dunnoe, that's y I rather choose to remain as frens than go into r/s. I think meanwhile I will stay single till I really met my Mr. Right. But when? Last time was wrong timing, now also wrong timing... When will be the right timing?
I tho. I finally found someone, but who knows it is not the one... I tho. I finally found someone, but who knows the timing is not right... I tho. I finally found someone, but who knows... Who knows!!! Everytime is wrong... Time is wrong... Place is wrong... My heart is wrong... Wrong! Wrong! When can get it Right?!?! I'm listening to alot of mp3z now... What else can I do? Nth.. NTH!!
Endless Love - When will my Love comes??
Everything I do, I do it for You - Yes, I did it for u... But will u noe? I dunnoe...
I don't wanna miss a thing - I already miss a thing long ago...
Everytime I close my eyes - I think of u... Ur smile, ur voice... Even the way u make fun of me...
Can you feel the love tonight - I think u can feel it, but we just dun want to break that tinny line
The gift - I hope this will be the gift from god to me...
My valentine - You're my valentine... But I dun think it will come true.
I finally found someone - I think I 4ever found someone, but not belong to me ba...
All I want for Chirstmas is You - I will send my warmest wishes when X'mas is near...
After listen to all the songs, I suddenly feel lost. Mind blank... All the song lyrics suit me alot... Sometimes want to find frens to talk it out, but when ever I meet them, they will try all their best to make me laff and they dun want to ask me wat happen... Cos when I met up with them, they know I'm feeling down le... So they just let me do wat ever I want... But sometimes I just want to find an one to acc me... And yes, I did have one rubbish bin. =P A very good rubbish bin, acc me when ever I'm down, talk with me when I need it, lent me ear when I need it... Lent me shoulder when I need it... Best Buddy of mine. hehe I think you know who you're ba.. =P But... But!! He always MIA de... -_-" No cure liao... Born to be a piggy... Haiz
Went London last weekend... Oh yesh~ The trip was really nice & fun~ I had alot of fun~ All special thanks to Dan.P, YL, Ivan, Alec, Elina, Dan.T & YY~ It was a nice trip I ever had~!!~ *Muackz* Having fun until I dun want to come back to Manchester..
1st day we arrived around noon, had our Nasi Lemark for lunch... After lunch went to walk around, went to London Eye... Very nice~ Esp. the nite view of it... hehe... Then had Duck Rice for dinner~!!~ After dinner went back to hostel and rest le... Tired wor...
2nd day went to Harrods (shopping centre), didn't buy much things... Cos is very ex, I only bought one small teddy bear. hehe Then after our late lunch got to rush for coach at 7pm... I dun want to go back to Manchester~!!~ -_-"
4hrs ride seems quite fast, cos the 1st few mins I was chattin with Dan.P wat shall we do after our graduates, I think should be working ba... Then the next moment we both fall sleep le... That's fast, maybe cos we too tired for the day ba... I dun like to sleep on the coach, seat not comfortable... Road not even... Haiz... But at the end I found a very nice position to sleep. =P (Got to thank Dan.P for lenting me that Special sleepin pillow... btw... You gave me a weird look at the time... =X) But then I sleep all the way until we reached Manchester... And I dun even noe we reached... Too comfortable to sleep le la... *Lolz* Thx..
But it was a very Nice trip~ We shall organise it again after our exam~!!~ *Huggies* | View Show | Create Your Own
Point 17:
You look at thier profile/photo.
(Hm... quiet true wor... =P)
Point 16:
When you are on the phone with them late at night and they hang up, you still miss them even when it was just 2 mins ago..
(Ok la... Ear pain also ma... =X)
Point 15:
You read their texts or SMS over and over again
(Not all the time)
Point 14:
You walk really slow when you're with them
(Hm.. but I really walk very slow on my own too... -_-")
Point 13:
You feel shy whenever you're/they're around
(eh.. er.. >.< *shyz*)
Point 11:
When you think about them, your heart beats faster and slower at the same time
(*nod* really leh...)
Point 10:
You smile when you hear their voice
(Eh... okie la...)
Point 9:
When you look at them, you can't see the other people around you, all you see is him/her
(eh.. I still can see others around me, I'm not blind~)
Point 8:
You start listening to songs that remind you of them
(Eh... sometimes wor.. hehe)
Point 7:
They're all you think about
(Not all times la... Not sian ma? =X)
Point 6:
You love their hugs & kisses more than anything
(Of cos~)
Point 5:
You realise that you're always smiling to yourself when you think about them
(Sa xiao... Fa hua ci... -_-")
Point 4:
You would do anything for them, or anything to see them
(Yesh~ I'll try to make any chance to see them~)
Point 3:
While reading this, there was one person on your mind the whole time...
(*nod* only one person in my mind... u lo.. hehe)
Point 2:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you didn't notice number 12.
(But I did notice it leh... That's why i change to 16 signs instead of 17..(^.^)v)
Point 1:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently lagughing at yourself.
(I didn't scroll up and never lagugh at myself hor... hehe)
夢醒了... 感覺好不真實喔... 模模糊糊的就醒了...
我知道這個夢不會長久, 但是沒想到這樣快就這樣醒了...
不可以說是惡夢也不可以說是很美好的, 但就是很平凡的夢...
這次夢醒的時候, 我沒有掉眼淚, 我不知道為什麼...
不要說我冷血, 我就是真的沒有掉眼淚...
我只知道, 我現在感覺很空虛, 不能說無助, 就只是空虛...
我是人, 我也是有感情的...
只是沒有像以前那樣的沮喪, 可能是我看開了吧...
在我還沒有受到很大的傷害之前, 就把事實看清了吧...
不能說誰怪誰, 也不能說誰辜負誰...
可以說是沒緣吧, 緣份這種東西不可強求...
你要的時候它不來, 你不要的時候它一直纏著你...
我這次真的看開了... 隨緣吧...
The day itself is really fun I did enjoy alot. Though we're all very tired and freezin under the cold wind, but our Manchester teams are really trying thier best and we also can see that they enjoy thier day as well. The 1st team game that we went to support was Soccer, 5 side soccer. Me, Elina, YL, Ivan and DP went to support DT. We really got xin one hor... Stand under the cold wind for dunnoe how many hrs wor... Neary freeze to death. Haiz... But heng heng, got one gd buddy of mine help me block the wind, sorry la... I noe u suffer from standing directly facing the wind. =X (and is I asked him to stand in front of me and I hide behind his back to block the wind de... oops) But anyway... thx DP~ xxxxx~ hehe
The soccer match is damn fun, we laff all the way and of cos got cheer them up~ This is how DP's idea to cheer them up.
DP: Manchester goal keeper, when u save one ball from goin in... 10 pounds for u.
Goal Keeper, DT: ok~ ok~
(5 mins later after starting...)
Goal Keeper, DT: (the action: saved one ball in hand and eye contact with DP, 10 pounds I'm coming~)
When we see that.. We're like... Laff like hell, cos tat idea really works~ Lolz 10 pounds to save ppl's goal. Wahahaz Best.
2nd half DT buay tahan, he exchange with Brian to be running. But the funny part is.. DT keep running around and dunnoe y he just cant have the change to get the ball. -_-" But the match is damn exciting and fun. Total score is 3-4... we lose for 1 point, but they already do their best and we all enjoy it~
After soccer match is already lunch time, so we went to food fair and hunt for food. We had Nasi Lemak and Teh Tarik, cos the Nottingham Game is organised by Singapore/Malaysia Socity in Uni of Nottingham. So the food hair is like Singapore/Malaysia food fair like tat... And the lunch is really nice and full~ =P But some guys eat 2 rounds for lunch. hehe
After lunch we went back to main sports center, went to watch Bball match. Last 4 teams are really flight for the 1st. The team power is damn good for LSE. Best. UCL and Notts also not bad... And the match b/w their teams are really exciting.
Of cos we nv waste our effort to go la... Our Uni of Manchester 1st and 2nd in Squach, 2nd in Chess and 3rd in Table Tennis~ Well done~!!~ *Clapz* Jia you~ Jia you~ (But me, Elina and the rest nv go for the price giving, cos we're like dead fish... TIRED!) We quickly go back to the coach and find nice position and 5 sec dream land already... =X One last thing, I nv took photo when them are sleeping!! Haiz.. Wasted, cos their way of sleeping is... Damn cute. Wahahaz
I went to buy these Growing Stars and I put them onto my wall. Nice wor... (^.^)v
Stars on my wall~~
Star on my wall~~
你最近不說話
怎麼了為什麼
是不是有什麼事讓你不快樂
聽說你最近很孤單
有點亂有點慌
可是我卻不能夠在你的身旁
你想要的
我卻不能夠給你我全部
我能給的
卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不適合
也不想認輸
好幾次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭
你常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早就已結束
不想再約束
不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路
愛我卻不能給你我全部
我能給的
卻又不是你想要擁有的
我們不適合
也不想認輸
好幾次我們抱著彼此都是想要哭
你常解釋這樣的一切都只是開始
我覺得是所有的一切早就已結束
不想再約束
不要再痛苦
下一次會有更好的情路
這一次我們都能很幸福
my feelings now...
Giant Poker~!!~ See the normal UNO size.. OMG...
Giant Duck Race~~ See the normal Duck size on the right... Amazing~!!
Gaint pencil... @.@
Gaint calculator~!!~ See the normal HP size? -_-"
你愛他嗎?
愛就告訴他,
何必把思念之苦藏在心底深處.
怕樣子, 地位, 身份不相配?
別怕, 愛一個人是每好的.
我怕, 我不敢說出口,
我不想被拒絕後, 以後見面會尷尬...
我寧願這樣, 傻傻的單戀...
我就是這樣的一個傻瓜. (^.^)v
Friendship vs Relationship... Which one is more valuable?
I noe people will say Relationship, cos ur partner will be there with u all the time to keep u accompany.
But for me, I will rather choose Friendship. Cos friends is the one who will always be there for u when u need them, they dun care how u look like, they dun care how educated you're, they dun care how rich/poor you're, they dun judge things by appearance, they judge things by heart. You treat them well, they will treat u the same when u need them. They will cheer u up when u feel down, they will lend thier ears for u when u need it, they will lend thier shoulder for u when u want to cry... They will try to do wat ever things to make u feel happy. They will do thier way to divert your unhappiness...
But sometimes I found that I have more guy friends than gers... Haha I always ask the opp. sex for advise and throw my rubbish at them. oops.. =X
I'm glade that I do have such friends in my life. I cannot say they 100% understand me, but I can say they really do try to understand me that well and observent me alot... I should say they are the frens among my group who always notice abt my mood change, and start to use thier way to divert my unhappiness away. And I'm really very happy that I have these friends of mine. Friendship is a boat that will NEVER sink, and will last 4ever. Friends 4ever~!!~ You should noe who u are... My best frens afterall... No matter where u are.. SG or Manc... U still my best fren!!! And will always be~!!~ *Huggies*
當兩個人有緣在一起的時候要珍惜,
但不能在一起也要珍惜無法在一起的友情。
情人可以再找, 為有知心的朋友,
是一輩子難得的緣份,
必要用盡心思好好維繫。
寂寞和孤單不一樣,孤單只表示身邊沒有別人。 但寂寞是一種,你無法將感覺跟別人溝通或分享的心理狀態。而真正的寂寞應該是,連自己都忘了,喜歡一個人的感覺。 現在的我是寂寞的,因為我連喜歡一個人的感覺都忘了...
Yeah~ My hair grow longer and longer le~~~ Keep growing... Keep growing~~~ I want it to be longer~!!~ Hey.. Hey.. Got an urge to perm my hair... wahahaz
Oh yesh... I found this Death Note somewhere in my school, I tho. it was accidently drop by some student, but when I look at the front cover... I was shocked!!! It's Death Note~!!~ The notebook that will cause people to die from heartattach within 40sec....!!! Oh no, I touched it and I can see Death God?!?! Really~?? Eh.. But I didnt really think this is really happening, let me see the instructions... Wat!!! It really got instruction inside!!! It's real~!!~ *OMG* Shall I make this world prefect?? I'm justice... L~!!~ Come to catch me if u can~!!~ Wahahaz....
by: Kira...(^.^)v
Front cover of MY Death Note... Wahahaz
Page 1 of instruction...
Page 2 of instruction...
Page 3 of instruction...
Page 4 of instruction...
Page 5 of instruction...
Page 6 of instruction...
Page 7 of instruction...
Page 8 of instruction...
Page 9 of instruction...
Page 10 of instruction...
Example of how to write a death statement...
~* Hates *~
~* Examz *~
~* TP *~
~* Fine *~
~* Ppl I dun like *~
~* Travel more than 10 hrs -_-" *~
~* Wishes *~
~* Thinner -_-" *~
~* Wings to fly *~
~* Pretty like Butterfly *~
~* Richer... Richer & Richer~~ =D *~
~* Buy dream car... EVO IX *~
~* Butterfly Talkz *~
~* Jac Tian *~
~* Raymond Ng*~
~* Alison Ng *~
~* Alec Looi *~
~* Yue Ying *~
~* Sam Png *~
~* Connie Ng *~
~* Jovn Choi *~
~* Hao Jie *~
~* Vincent *~
~* My Fav. Buffterfly Series *~
* Singapore Student Society of Manchester
* 藤井樹的文章
* 愛情小品
* 游素蘭
* 落可可KOKORO幸福動畫電影館
* 愛你是個錯動畫
* Funny Da Vinci Code
* WISMA WebCam
* Anna Sui
* Absolut
* Night Spots in SG
* VeryCD Website
* Youtube MTV Website
* Chicken Little
* The Fast and The Furious (1-3)
* Blog Skins
~* My Future Buffterfly Series *~
* Swarov Wedding Dress
* Divine Couture Wedding Dress
* GoldHeart Wedding Bands
~* Other Butterfly Keeping Placez *~
* My Multiply Network
* WhoLivesNearYou
* Friendster
* WhereAreYouNow
* Facebook