我
明明很想哭 卻還在笑
明明很在乎 卻裝作無所謂
明明很想留下 卻堅定的說要離開
明明很痛苦 卻偏偏說自己很幸福
明明忘不掉 卻說已經忘了
明明放不下 卻說他是他 我是我
明明眼淚都快溢出眼眶 卻高昂著頭
明明已經無法挽回 卻依執著著
明明知道自己很受傷 卻依然偽裝著
為的只是隱藏起自己的脆弱
即使很難過 也會裝的無所謂
只是不願別人看見自己的傷口
不想讓自己周圍的人擔心
不想讓別人同情自己
只想在心底獨自承受
雖然心疼的難以呼吸
卻笑著告訴所有人
我沒事
然後卻笑話自己
為何把自己偽裝的那麼堅強
不想失控, 卻越來越失控 ;
不想去愛, 卻越來越愛..
這就是: 愛情 !!
today chat via fb comment with my old pri sch mates.
haha
he say i very 壓抑自己... cos i always cry after i get drunk -.-
i also dunnoe i so 壓抑自己 de.. haiz..
i feel like i dun even know myself that much =.=
must slowly get to know myself better liao.. lolx
hm.. today want to post something different. haha
suddenly i feel that ppl around me are getting busy busy..
busy with sch.. busy with work.. busy with r/s.. busy with.. myself? @.@
wanted to go and chill sometimes liao xD
借酒澆愁? maybe? maybe not? =X
but all my frens are super duper caring for me sia.. hehe
keep jio me to chill x.x
sometimes i just wish i get drunk n go home slp =X
i think i sld let my mind rest xD
over flow liao... wahahaha
越愛越難過... >.<
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