Friday, December 16, 2005
Finally end my 1st semester in Manchester...>
Finally~~ Today is the last day of my 1st semester in Manchester... Over the past 2 mths plus... I had been slackin, studyin, ejoyin my life over here... but... still kind of miss SG. I feel happy, but also sad... Happy is bcos I'm gonna have my 1 mth holiday start from today. Sad is bcos after this 1 mth holiday... I will have my semester exam~!~! OMG... 4 papers in a roll... >_<>
I scare I will suffer from depression leh... arg~!~ Sometimes nth happen to me, but I'll feel moody suddenly thru out the nite then start to cry... *Sobz* I really dunnoe y lah... nth to do with exam, nth to do with sch, nth to do with BGR... nth else related... Just a sudden feeling that makes me sad and dropped my tears for it... =( Same thing happened for last nite, I was rushin my coursework... But sudden I feel so down... so moody... so lonely... I wanted to find my frens to chat on MSN, but seems no one was online, cos it was neary 3am... *sigh* As usual then... stare at my monitor and listen to mp3... then my tears slowly drop one by one... *sobz*
I think I really stress myself too much or wat, I dunnoe... But after crying, I feel better. But still no one chat with me until 4am. haha But it was time to sleep, thought my mood still down... But still need to sleep. While I was on my bed thinking of ... nth.. I wasnt thinkin anything~! But still feel so moody, haiz...
I hope durin this 1 mth holiday, I can really enjoy myself back to home and also study hard for my Jan'06 exam... wish me good luck then... Cheers!~
