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Sunday, January 29, 2006

My 1st Chinese New Year Dinner @ Manchester... (28th Jan 06)>

Hello~~~ 1st thing is to say... Happy Chinese New Year~!!~ Gong Xi Fa Cai~!!~ Where is my Ang Bao?? hehe... Today is a very cold day... Idiot... But nvm, tonite we gonna eat steam boat~~ Together with all our Singaporians... Guess how many ppl we have? It's around 30 ppl came to this dinner~~~ Wow~ It's alot of ppl.... We come together and eat our 1st Chinese New Year Dinner here... In such a cold weather and in foreign country... wat a nice feelings I have... Sorry I cannot express it in words, hope u all can feel the same feelings I had... ^^

Last but not least... That's start our photo show~~ Here it goes....

Our Chinese New Year Dinner~~~ Damn nice lo...
(2 big plates with mix veg + meat, and 1 plate of lobster~)

see... hungry ppl's look... =X

Frenz 4ever... Yeah~
Happy New Year everyone~ Gong Xi Fa Cai...

My 2 best buddies~!!~ Jovn & Isa...

Table no. 2... wahahaz... look at the table... =D~

This is my room door~~~ Dong Dong Qiang...

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Saturday, January 28, 2006

我喜歡你我想你就是>

比起我愛你, 我更喜歡[我喜歡你]這句話.
比起我愛你, 我更喜歡[我想你]這句話.
我想傳給你的那些感覺絕對是很濃烈的.

我喜歡你我想你就是...

就是我愛你啦!!

豬頭.... //^} *{^)

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/28/2006 07:57:00 am

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Friday, January 27, 2006

我是女生>

知道也會裝做不知道啦...
這就是女生...

即使知道也想親口
聽你說[你愛她]的女生...
這就是女生...嘻

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/27/2006 06:53:00 am

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Thursday, January 26, 2006

愛，很簡單>

愛，
是不須要理由，
也不須要設定條件，
因為你現在就在我面前啊．．．
愛是很簡單的．．．

忘了是怎麼開始
也陷是對你一種感覺
忽然間發現自己
已深深愛上你
真的很簡單

愛的地暗天黑
都已無所謂
是是非非無法抉擇
沒有后悔為愛日夜去跟隨
那個瘋狂的人是我喔~~

I love you 無法不愛你 baby
說你也愛我
I love you 永遠不愿意 baby
失去你

不可能更快樂
只要能在一起
做什麼都可以
雖然世界變個不停
用最真誠的心
讓愛變的簡單

I love you 我一直在這裡 baby
一直在愛你
I love you (yes i do)
永遠都不放棄
這愛的權利

如果你還有一些困惑
oh no 請貼著我的心傾聽
聽我說著我愛你
(yes I do)
我愛你

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/26/2006 05:31:00 am

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Mad mad...>

Sorry ah my frenz... long nv come here le... cos busy for exam ma... Arg~!!~ *stress* =/ *pek chek* Hope can pass... *pray hard* Sorry still dun have enough time to come and write story... so i will still be postin nice lyrics... ^^

你問我愛你有多深
我愛你有幾分
我的情也真
我的愛也真
月亮代表我的心

你問我愛你有多深
我愛你有幾分
我的情不移
我的愛不變
月亮代表我的心

輕輕的一個吻
已經打動我的心
深深的一段情
叫我思念到如今

你問我愛你有多深
我愛你有幾分
你去想一想
你去看一看
月亮代表我的心

你去想一想
你去看一看
月亮代表我的心

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/26/2006 04:43:00 am

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Wednesday, January 25, 2006

只想愛你>

我終於還是說了一句我愛你
還記得那個微涼夜裡天空正飄著小雨
心跳的聲音像舞動奇蹟
你看著我說千萬不要愛上你
因為你只會讓我傷心
別傻了快點喊停

你那麼冷靜忽遠又忽近
我知道我對你來說也許太年輕
我想我猜我問我終於了解
原來為愛流的眼淚也是懂甜蜜滋味

只想愛你
當我和你走在一起就已經決定
不看不聽不問也不會放棄
是你讓我了解自己可以為愛那麼堅定

只想愛你
好想每天睜開眼睛就能看到你
我知道我偶爾有一點任性
不管你做任何決定究竟愛我還是逃避

Sorry 我還是不會放棄愛你
Sorry 我還是不會放棄
我還是不會放棄愛你

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/25/2006 05:18:00 am

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Tuesday, January 24, 2006

我....>

當我愛上某人
我的眼睛總是充滿淚水
我的心總會變得忐忑不安

因為我戀愛了
所以我愛你

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/24/2006 04:13:00 am

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Sunday, January 22, 2006

我是傻瓜...>

我是一個傻瓜．．．

不喜歡被你看見這副瓜樣的我，
是一個傻瓜．．．

即使難過也不出聲的我，
是一個傻瓜．．．

因為你的一句話而笑的我，
是一個傻瓜．．．

因為你的一句話而哭的我，
是一個傻瓜．．．

會一直做出一些愚蠢行為的我，
是一個傻瓜．．．

即使很想你也害羞的說不出口的我，
是一個傻瓜．．．

明明可以先走到你身邊卻一直等待你走來的我，
是一個傻瓜．．．

我是一個傻瓜．．．
真的．．．　我真的是一個大傻瓜．．．

是的．．．我是一個傻瓜．．．
因為我戀愛了．．．
戀愛的我是一個傻瓜．．．

不管別人怎麼看我都沒關係．．．
我現在已經正式成為，
深愛著一個人的大傻瓜了．．．

大傻瓜．．．Yes, A really Silly me... >_<

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/22/2006 10:07:00 am

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Friday, January 20, 2006

Stressed me... >.<>

Sorry my frens... I was stressed over my examz... i got 2 more papers to go~!~ Arg~!!~ *Mad* so for the time being... I wont be posting any nice story for myself... but maybe some nice lyrics ba... or pic ba... hehe Hope u all understand ya...

Everyday is e same... morning wake up study/exam, after come back from exam then slack... if not take nap. wahahaz then after dinner also slack... -__- " then if got exam, then study at nite... if not slack all e wayyyy. =P sometimes chit chat la... msn... on phone la... blah blah... *bo liao*

k la... wish me gd luck then... ~~~~ ^_^

都是你...

誰改變了我的世界
沒有方向沒有日夜
我看著天這一刻在想你
是否會對我一樣思念
你曾說我們有一個夢
等到那天我們來實現
我望著天在心中默默念
下一秒你出現在眼前
想念的心裝滿的都是你
我的鋼琴彈奏的都是你
我的日記寫滿的都是你的名
才發現有另一個黎明

你曾說我們有一個夢
等到那天我們來實現
我望著天在心中默默念
下一秒你出現在眼前

想念的心裝滿的都是你
我的鋼琴彈奏的都是你
我的日記寫滿的都是你的名
才發現有另一個黎明
我的日記寫滿的都是你的名
才發現又是一個黎明
這是我對你愛的累積

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/20/2006 07:41:00 am

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Sunday, January 15, 2006

The day I come back to Manchester...>

Today is e 1st day I come back to Manchester, I reached here at Manchester Local Time 6.30am on 14th Jan (Sat), Singapore Local Time 2.30pm on 14th (Sat). Hmm... I dunnoe how to describe my feelings... Sad? Happy? haha... I kanna miss SG le... I miss my doggy, my family, my frenz... and of cos hime~~ My dear dear... ^^ Start to miss him more and more...

The 1st time I reached airport is to call Daniel P & Ivan... Daniel la... say gonna come airport to fletch me and 2 more frenz one, but in the end he say he reach around 7.30am... Pls lo... by tat time I already at home le... Idiot lo... haha Nvm la, cannot blame them, cos one of them is Old le... =X Cannot tahan to tong at airport ba... wahahaz Then I called Aaron for help. =X cos my lagguge is heavy man, need him and Jovn to help me carry to my room. =P He is always so helpful... Thanks~!!~ My dear fren...

After I had unpacked all my stuff... We went to a chinese rest. call Tai Pan for Dim Sum... Yummy~~ hehe But before that I called him again, hehe... he say he is eating dinner, so I shall not disturb... So after dim sum, I call again. wahahaz... Sounds disturbin? No~~ How can say it is disturbin ma... rite? =P When he nv on his phone, I flood his phone... oops... =X *Happy*

So... Today didnt do anything much... So go home and rot... And I tho. my dear is sleepin... but... suddenly, he sms me back say he cannot fall asleep and he gonna wake up early tml~ omg... faster go rest ba... U ask me to be piggy, then u cannot sleep. hehe u sleep, I sleep. wahahaz Finally, think he fall sleep le... so no reply already. =P

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/15/2006 03:11:00 am

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By Unknown, at 6:41 am, January 15, 2006

i hope this can last... ^^
wish me gd luck ba... hehe

By ~* w3n t|nG *~, at 8:08 am, January 15, 2006

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Friday, January 13, 2006

120106, a Happy/Sad day for me...>

Today is a happy day for me, but is also a sad day for me… Today I meet up with my Dear. We go to a place which is most memorable to me and to him… I noe u dun want this place and other places to be only a memories, I also dun want it to be happen… The weather is same as me… Cos I was cryin… When I look into dear’s eyes, I see myself… I see myself inside ur eyes… When everytime I look into urs… I always feel like cryin, cos u understand me more than I do…

All my frens who are lookin at my blog, I want to tell u all this. My dear is not Selfish!! He is not!! I noe Wo Wu Hui Le Ta… so pls pls… dun say he is selfish anymore~~ Dear I’m sorry… sorry for all e things I had done, things tat make u feel hurt… I’m sorry for all. Now I understand how u feel… sorry

Today is a sad day for me, bcos I'll be flyin back to Manc to study... and my dear is gonna stay in SG. I will always love u and my heart will always be urs... When sad things happen, I seldom talk, seldom show… but u always noe wat I want to say, how I feel, u always understand me… When ever I feel down, I dun want to look into ur eyes, cos I noe I will cry when u look into my eyes, when ur hands hold mine, when u kiss away my tears, when u hug me to stop me for cryin… but in e end, I will cry even more… =(

Dear u noe wat, u always so understandin… always love me tat much, always care for me… and always take care of me… I will be guai guai, be ur good piggy when I go back. Dear… I’m sorry… I will be going back to complete my studies… Now my physical body is not here with u, but my heart will always be with u. I dunnoe u believe in me anot… But I believe in u… I always believe u... Really...

I can sleep well beside u, cos I noe u will protect me from anything... Now, I want to be a good ger who can take care of herself, so tat dear no need to worry for me… I want to be more stronger, so tat I can stand side by side with u, then u no need to protect me tat much… I want to be more independent, so tat u will not be so Xin Ku. U always understand me more than I do… u always love me more than I do… So… Last, I want to love u more and more… startin now.

Dear, I want to tell u this… I want to love u more and more… love u as much as u love me… I Love You!! *MuacKz*

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/13/2006 12:49:00 pm

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Thursday, January 12, 2006

曾經...>

曾經很深很深的去無悔的愛著一個人

曾經很苦很苦的去無怨的戀著一個人

曾經那份很深很深的感覺快要隨風飄

曾經那份很苦很苦的感觸快要隨雨落

如今很深很深的無悔已經漸漸不再

如今很苦很苦的無怨已經漸漸退去

我深深的思念我苦苦的眷戀

已經喚不回那份曾經

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/12/2006 02:29:00 am

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Wednesday, January 11, 2006

Stoopid Idiot Trojan Virus... I Hate You!!!>

Wah... finally... my laptop can work le... cos I reformate it... damn it la... tat stoopid idiot Trojan Virus lo... keep auto restart my laptop. *peh Chek* so bo bian... must reformate my laptop, then reinstall everything. Arg~!!~ mad mad~!!~ Now okie le... abit busy la, cos need to install back my prog and everything lo... hehe will keep update again ba... ^_^

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/11/2006 02:38:00 pm

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Saturday, January 07, 2006

Haiz...>

Haiz... Dunnoe how to start my blog... Dunnoe where to start also... Hmm... There is nth special for today. Today I be piggy till around 3pm++... Oops... Cos last nite after I did some work, I watch VCD ma... Then sleep late lo... =P

Today went for dinner at Din Ryan's Rest. with parents and sis... Tat is a US style rest... not bad lo, always go there at eat. Is beside Four Seasons Hotel... ^_^ After dinner my sis's BF, Bion called and ask where are we going after dinner, cos we surposed to meet up somewhere... but dunnoe where. wahahaz So we suggest to meet up at the carpark beside Coffee Club at Orchard. Cos we got 3 cars all together... if I drove my car, there will be 4 carz. So my mum ask me and my sis to take my sis's fren car instead... Then of cos they gotto send us back~!!~ =X

Ok... so in e end there is 3 carz headin Chinatown... We went KTV at The One. okie la... e rooms seems not bad lor... But after KTV, there is nth to do lo... My fren lo, Jo... Paseh me... Say wanna meet up one lor... Still sayin gonna acc me go Devils lor... then? Paseh me in the end... So sad... =( haha... but cannot blame la, cos he kanna flood with work. =P While I was enjoyin my nite. wahahaz

As usual, my other fren will call me and ask where am I and wat was I doind. wahahaz... think he too bored le ba... Hmm... nvm, today 4give him... Cos he say he mood no good, feel fan... Haiz... Wo ye fan ah... I noe y he feels so fan la... But sorry la, cannot explain in here, cos is personal. =P Nvm la... So I chatted with him for awhile, then he go back go his stuff. Eh... can he really do it? haha dunnoe wor... =P Jia You wor~!!~

I reached home around 3am... haiz... after bath cannot sleep le, so online write blog. haha eh... today's blog might be abit boring la... cos nth to write ma... =P

# posted by ~* w3n t|nG *~ at 1/07/2006 04:05:00 am

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hor hor.... u lo... good lo... rite? =P

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Monday, January 02, 2006

Last day of 2005... 31st Dec>

Sorry guyz, today then I write this diary... Cos was too tired last nite. wahahaz Went to Sentosa to count-down. Wat a wonderful day I have... Spend my whole day out... since noon. =P I tho. I can sleep longer one... Who noes my fren, Roger sms me for a coffee break at ECP Mac Cafe. Of cos he treated me for it ma. wahahaz After tat I went J8 met my ex for last one. Haiz... Still abit sad for it, but wat to do... I got no choose. He dun want to wait for me, so I choose to complete my studies. Is not I dun like SG, I like SG very much... But I still choose to complete my studies... I'm sorry abt it... Sorry...

But nvm... I did enjoy for the rest of my day. I was dinner at Changi Airport with my sis, sis's BF (Bion), sis's frenz (Chun, Elson, Serene, Yong Bing, Marcus, Jimmy & Kenny) and my 2 UK buddies (Jovn & Zheng Jie). But dinner w/o my 2 UK buddies. wahahaz We're havin our dinner @ Fish. & Co. wat a nice wonderful dinner~!!~ *Yummy* After dinner is about 9pm, I tho my fren, Jac will be at airport... Cos she came back from oversea, but she reached abt 8pm+ le... So got no chance to meet her... When the time I called her, she already on her way home le... ^_^ But before dinner I did ask Jovn out for count-down, and of cos she is so ONz for it. wahahaz We two really stick together everywhere... Like super glue one. wahahaz

So after dinner, I will be going back to AMK and fletch Jovn. But b4 I on my way back to AMK, ZJ called me and ask me wats my plan for the nite, I told him I'll be going down to Sentosa with my sis's usual gang. I think he really bored so I ask him to join us, since his date kanna cancle. Hmm... yes, I'm aways tat good. Good till I go down Jln Eunos to fletch ZJ and AMK to fletch Jovn. Where to find such a good fren like me~!!~ Rite? I finally got ZJ and Jovn in my car, and we head down to my house, y? Cos I want to take my firecrakers. Then after that we head down to Sentosa... Wah.... Sentosa is full with ppl sia, but I clever... I went to Tanjiong Beach's viewin tower.

Lucky I bring my own firecrakers, if not I think the "kids" i bring will be bored. wahahaz I saw them so happy I also feel happy. Ya la... I'm the eldest la... So I always be like da jie jie. Haiz... tats y Jovn always call me da jie. Ke la... I use to it le... haha While we're waitin for 12am to come, we played firecrakers and try to make rockets. It's really fun~ U really can see it jumped of and like flying, thou it is for awahile, but is still amazing... Finally it is 12am, 1st of Jan 2006~!!~ The nicest fireworks started~!!~ It last for 15 mins long... Really long sia... While I was watchin the fireworks, there is so many things runnin thru my mind... I think abt the past, happy things and saddies...

I tho I can really 4get abt some things... But at the point of time... I didnt really 4get them all. I was starin at the fireworks, untill ZJ called me and I realised tat I still live in the past and I dun want to live w/o it, my tears were just around my eyes... They will fall anytime. But no one noes it, and I dun want anyone to noe it. I dunnoe y ZJ can see tat I was not in good mood, I tho. I can hide it very well, untill no one can really realise it. But who noes he still can see thru the transparent wall tat I created... But I still want to thanks ZJ for comfort me when I'm down, and Jovn also... She will always make me smile and cheer me up when ever she can. I also want to thank one more ppl, i dunnoe y he really noes wat I'm thinkin, wat I feel... Almost everything of me... He is Daniel Phang. I'm really happy to have these frens of mine, thanks u all very much for standin by my side when ever I need. I wish this friendship will last forever and ever...

Thou I cannot 4get some ppl and some things in my mind, but I met these frens in UK, and back again to SG. My new yr wish will be... Friends 4ever~!!~ *Muackz*

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