Friday, January 13, 2006
120106, a Happy/Sad day for me...>
Today is a happy day for me, but is also a sad day for me… Today I meet up with my Dear. We go to a place which is most memorable to me and to him… I noe u dun want this place and other places to be only a memories, I also dun want it to be happen… The weather is same as me… Cos I was cryin… When I look into dear’s eyes, I see myself… I see myself inside ur eyes… When everytime I look into urs… I always feel like cryin, cos u understand me more than I do…
All my frens who are lookin at my blog, I want to tell u all this. My dear is not Selfish!! He is not!! I noe Wo Wu Hui Le Ta… so pls pls… dun say he is selfish anymore~~ Dear I’m sorry… sorry for all e things I had done, things tat make u feel hurt… I’m sorry for all. Now I understand how u feel… sorry
Today is a sad day for me, bcos I'll be flyin back to Manc to study... and my dear is gonna stay in SG. I will always love u and my heart will always be urs... When sad things happen, I seldom talk, seldom show… but u always noe wat I want to say, how I feel, u always understand me… When ever I feel down, I dun want to look into ur eyes, cos I noe I will cry when u look into my eyes, when ur hands hold mine, when u kiss away my tears, when u hug me to stop me for cryin… but in e end, I will cry even more… =(
Dear u noe wat, u always so understandin… always love me tat much, always care for me… and always take care of me… I will be guai guai, be ur good piggy when I go back. Dear… I’m sorry… I will be going back to complete my studies… Now my physical body is not here with u, but my heart will always be with u. I dunnoe u believe in me anot… But I believe in u… I always believe u... Really...
I can sleep well beside u, cos I noe u will protect me from anything... Now, I want to be a good ger who can take care of herself, so tat dear no need to worry for me… I want to be more stronger, so tat I can stand side by side with u, then u no need to protect me tat much… I want to be more independent, so tat u will not be so Xin Ku. U always understand me more than I do… u always love me more than I do… So… Last, I want to love u more and more… startin now.
Dear, I want to tell u this… I want to love u more and more… love u as much as u love me… I Love You!! *MuacKz*
