Thursday, January 25, 2007
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為什麼妳輕易俘虜我的心
我卻難以將妳的月光拉近?
Why I can't pull your image closer to me?
While you took away my soul so eaily...
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愛情懂原諒,
俚不說愧疚...
Love is about Forgiveness,
And will not to say regret.
What's friend? What's hug? What's love?>
What is a friend?
A friend is someone to share with, and laugh with.
A friend reminds you that no matter what,
you're importnt and loved
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What is a hug?
A hug tells you, you're very special,
and lets you know there're someone you can count on.
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What is love?
Love always sees the best in a person.
Love trusts and comfort.
Love changes a world.
Sunday, January 21, 2007
My 2006's Christmas Present from my darling...>
My 1st special Christmas Present from my darling in the year 2006~!!~ Why I say is 1st present? Cos is the 1st present my dar gave to me after we got together... And why I say is special? Cos... Cos... Cos!! I never ever reciveve such a present from a guy b4... Never!! Cos is hand made Straw Stars~!!~ I love stars very much~ And my darling purposely give me alot alot of stars~ He picked them from the sky for me~ And I never ever had a bf which can do art & craft... Really... DP darling is the 1st one and ever 4ever~ *hush hush darling for the painful after effect... painful fingers...) I will treasure this present 4ever and will take care of them~~ *mmmmmmmmmmmmmuackz* COLOURFUL!!!
Friday, January 12, 2007
2nd day touched down Manchestr...>
Today is the 2nd day I touched down Manchester... I got no time to write a blog yesterday... When the moment I touched down, I was wondering how am I going to collect my luggage? It's dame heavy...!! Sianz... But nvm, got my darling to come and fetch me back to my hostel and carried my things to my room. After I went back to my room, I started to unpack. And I realised that I used 3 hrs to unpack my luggage!!! OMG...
After I unpacked finish, we went back to Ronson to rerurn YL's suit case and pass him his things. Then I became a really pig after my late lunch.... I didn't know the time I wake is... 5am in the morning...!! The prob. was... I slept at 4pm!!!! OH NO!!! I already sleep for almost 10hrs on the flight back to Manchester and I still can sleep from 4pm - 5am!!! ARGH!!!
Cannot sleep anymore~ Cos we got to go airport to fetch Elina and DT~~ Hehe... Me and darling went airport to help them carry thier things back to their home and slack abit... Food hunt... =P Then go back to Ronson and be pig again... -_-"
Sunday, January 07, 2007
Looking back Year 2006 and now...>
Hm... Suddenly think of this... Year 2006... what did I do? What had happened? What is the most memorable? What is the most sad thing? etc...
During year 2006, I had my sadness things (past already), and also had my most memorable thing... In year 06, I had my (so call) longerest and happy relationship end, which I was very sad about it. I almost under depression... After that relationship, I put my trust on friendship, which I think is the most valuable thing at that point of time. Cause Friendship is a ship that won’t and never sank. And that's how I got to know my current BF from then...
I was under depression for a period of time, and of cause I want to find friends to talk about it, and ya... I found my "dust bin". I always throw my rubbish to him and at the same time ask him for guy's point of view. From then onwards, I look forward for his advice, his comment, his solution...etc Don't ask me why I so trust him... Tell you all, I also don't know... Just feel comfortable when he told me his thinking. Everytime I had problems, the 1st person I think of is Him. Strange rite? Haha... I also tho. so...
From simple friend’s conversation... To relationship problems... To my personal feelings... To everything under the sun... To dinner outings... etc Things got some changes after one close action from me to him, then people start to gossip about us. At that time, I never feel angry at all. But I was happy~ Haha... I was happy to hear that kind of gossip... When I know that I'm not angry but happy, I know something is wrong... I was interested in him... >"<
Attracted by the way he smiles, his poison smile… Maybe you never notice while everytime you’re smiling, I also smile at the same time~ Attracted by his personality, his caring and observant towards me… Maybe you never notice that, you’re always the 1st and only one who will ask me to cheer up when nobody notice my mood is down. Attracted by his side view, his handsome side view. Maybe you never notice that my eye sigh always follow you, and always secretly looking at your side view. I wish you never notice at all, so that I can have courage to do it again and again. I know I won’t do all these to a normal friend, so I know I had fall for you.
As a girl, I don’t have courage to make the step to tell you I like you. I can only make small hints to show that you’re special from all of them. Find chance to ask you out for dinner gathering, ask you for advice, ask every small little things… etc I always hope things will work out, but while I heard that you told me you treat me as a very close good friend, and don’t want to cross that tinny line… I know I had to hide my feelings deep inside my heart and treat you as what you want me to be. But do you know that I still wish to see you in every gathering? And my love for you grown more and more everyday… At a point of time, you gave me hope and you also drop me at the same time. Every night I felt that dream, and when the next day I wake up… I know it won’t be real.
Suddenly things changed, surprise happened. I tho. it is a dream but when you hug me to sleep, I realize that I’m not dreaming~ It’s real~ It’s all real~ You fill my heart, my soul, my everything. You give me strength to carry on my life, you give me courage to feel the love again, you give me memorable memories, you give me surprise, you give me your love, you give me your trust… You give me your everything you can~ And now I’ll give you all my love, my soul, my everything. We’ll see the sun rise tomorrow and we’ll see the sun set together, we’ll spend our sweet time together… I’ll accompany you to see our future~!!~
Thanks my dearest Anata, thanks for loving me and I love you too~ Till the end of the day… Silent code: Aishiteru…You are my Colourful Darling~!!~
Friday, January 05, 2007
I cannot live without you...>
Darling...
Tell me how do I get thru' one night w/o you beside me,
If oneday I had to live without you,
what kind of life would that be?
Darling, please... I need you in my arms...
Need you to hold on tight,
Your my world... my heart... my soul... my everything.
If you ever leave,
Baby you'd take away everything good in my Life.
Without you,
There'd be no sun in my sky,
There would be no love in my life,
There would be no world left for me...
Baby I don't know what I would do,
I would be lost if I lost you...
How do I live without you?
So please don't ever leave me alone...
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
How to be a better couple...>
1. Be realistic about each other.
(Don't try to turn your partner into something he or she is not. Love each other for what you are.)
2. Always talk things out.
(Don't make assumptions about each other's feelings. Learn to express yourself better so that your partner understand what you're angry about, or hurt about, or even happy about!)
3. Do stuff together.
(Make an effort to do things together. It could be as simple as watching movies together, or just strolling hand-in-hand down Oxford Road.)
4. Meet each other halfway.
(There's gotta be a little giving and talking in a relationship, so learn to meet each other halfway.)
5. Show your love.
(Make him a cup of milo for supper, wash his dishes for him after supper, pack his bed sheet... so he knows you can still be romantic and loving despite having been together for quite awhile.)
6. Respect each other.
(Love is abut respecting each other's feelings and not to be too sensitive to each other at all times.)
7. Bury the past.
(Stop bringing up the past.)
8. Sit on your jealousy.
(Jealousy is like a posion that slowly spreads thru' the relationship before finally killing it. Trust your partner; love has to have trust in it. But, alittle jealousy in the relationship is a way to make love stronger.)
9. Keep your commiments to each other.
(If you're in a relationship, make your partner your priority and don't disappoint them if you can help it. Don't make promises you can't keep.)
10. Be hoenst.
(Express your feelings clearly, not being bitingly cruel. When you're hurt, say so, and when you're angry, tell him/her w/o getting hysterical. If you can't be honest with your partner, who can you be honest with? Love is also about honesty.)
